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feelin' like dookey

i woke up this morning feeling like crap..my sinuses are acting out, my nose is stuffy and my stomach is all in knots -_- at least tomorrow is friday and pay day so i'll be able to come up with some extra cash. although i won't be able to go back to school now til March ;( and it sucks...ugh oh well idk what else to do at this point.

under next time,
Charissa

frustrated

i can't believe how selfish people can be..putting the lives of their own family members at risk. has it never occurred to them that they aren't the only people in this world who have needs? be responsible, take charge, move on. that's my new motto, guess it's time to stop being the nice "guy" and venge for myself and my son...forget the rest. they don't care about me anyway.

goodnight.

2/24/10

today was pretty intense, it was my first day back to work in 3 months and i was pretty happy about it.

i went with my boss to her ultrasound appointment and we must have been there forever (that's what it seemed like) but then we decided to go to KFC before they called us back in. and on the way back, we got into a car accident. my boss was driving but it was the other person's fault. we were going straight on a green light and this chick turns right in front of us. *stupid call on her part* everyone was fine but both cars were completely totalled. i'm just so thankful that Jaiden wasn't in the car with us. my boss went to the hospital to make sure her baby was ok..and turns out the baby is completely fine. :)

other than that my day was great..i can't wait to go back into work tomorrow even though i missed my son so much today it's worth it. i'm gonna be making bank!! :)

2/23/10

so it's been a minute, but my life has been so much better since my son has been born. i'm loving my life and i can't wait for mine and my son's future to come to pass. :)

8.29.09

i can't wait til this money starts rollin' in. once it does, there's no way that they could talk the way they do to me. i'm so pissed off. i want something more..when's it my turn? when do i fall in love or back in love with the man of my dreams? when do i come up in the world? i try so hard and i'm still not close. i feel like i'm not who i am anymore..i'm just stuck in this blackhole. maybe i just need to relax, slow down, and think positively. i think life will be better once my son is born. i don't know what i would do without my son, already he has made my life such a blessing. *Mama loves you, Jaiden*